The End of Me
In his award-winning book, not a fan., Kyle Idleman challenged us to pick up our cross and die to ourself. But what does that actually mean? Join Kyle as he explores the upside down paths that lead us to Jesus. Featuring the true testimonies of author and spoken word artist Jefferson Bethke, NBA star Landry Fields, founder and director of Scarlet Hope Rachelle Star, and the former U.S. manager of Apple Records Ken Mansfield – this cinematic journey unpacks these counterintuitive truths of Jesus:
YOU MUST BE BROKEN TO BE WHOLE
YOU MUST MOURN TO BE HAPPY
YOU MUST BE AUTHENTIC TO BE ACCEPTED
YOU MUST BE EMPTY TO BE FILLED
There is a beauty in coming to the end of ourselves as we realize that we aren’t strong enough, smart enough or talented enough to navigate life on our own. Ironically, that’s when we are in the best position to be used by God in significant ways.
Are you ready to be used by God?
Are you interested in a deep, authentic relationship with Jesus?
The end of you is the beginning.
Kyle Idleman
Pastor & Author
Kyle Idleman is a bestselling author and the senior pastor at Southeast Christian Church in Louisville, Kentucky, one of the largest churches in America. He’s most widely known for his award-winning book, not a fan., which has sold more than 1.3 million copies and has sparked a movement among believers. Kyle has authored other books including: One at a Time, The End of Me, gods at war, Grace Is Greater and Don’t Give Up. Kyle and his wife DesiRae have four children and live on a farm where he does no farming.
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